the workings of sometime great...or just oversharing.

So, this was originally going to be the third paragraph but i'm breaking out of that! I would like to tell you something. I know I'm not a good lover. I SAID IT! I just broke a guy rule for sure! But i'll say it. Darn those stupid romance movies...i can't create the Notebook or Shakespare in Love. I would like to be able to be an adult who isn't like a teenager in the sack. (OH GOSH...I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M WRITING THIS!?!) My mom and i used to laugh at a line from the old pink panther movies: Your father made love like he played the violin...not very well, but passionately. This is me.

So, there are two things in that opening that need to be discussed. One, my lack of finesse in the bedroom and Two, my issues with approaching 30. And it is currently 11:42pm and my wife is already heading to bed. Darn it, i shouldn't of started editing.

I have decided that i will got to bed and discuss issue two tomorrow. sorry to leave you haning..the i doubt you really wanted this conversation to continue. I know my sister is right now throwing up somewhere...and a couple of other people (sorry mo).

We will talk about sex here though...believe you me. (what does that saying even mean, and why do i say that?) I think i will just need some time. I really do want to be honest on this thing but still have a reason for writing...not just verbal exhibitionism.

until tomorrow