I need to make these entries shorter! If I try to write the most profound thing each time I sit down at my blog, I’m never gonna post anything.
I’m now a father. My baby is almost 1 month old and really, it feels like a week. Maybe two. Time is going by so fast. Actually, since Christmas the time has flown by. I’m still writing January down at work. January is gone. Lord, I think I’m beginning to feel sick.
I’m not usually so overwhelmed by time passing fast but I feel like I can’t really get control of my life. My friends, my family, my wife, my child, my job, my dreams, my struggles are all so out of my control right now. I don’t seem to have the brain power to really excel or be fully engaged in any of it. Wait...that might be too strong. I’m engaged, I’ve just developed ADD. I’m always aware of the next issue or problem or task I’m supposed to be doing. I can’t stay on one idea or action for much longer than 20 minutes. Good thing I have a sleepy baby.
I wanna be able to wrap all of these little things up with a lesson or something I’m learning or at least a positive spin so I don’t look like a loser. Truth is…I’m lost. I’m lost and I know there is more…I’m just having a hard time finding my way. Let’s hope the next entry I’ve got some of my act together.
1 comments:
Hey my crazy son.
Your mother will always be here o lean on. I'm here to listen when you just need an ear. I'm here to give you advice when you ask for it and here to always encourage you.
Being a parent means thinking of how your life afects another and will shape your child. If I ws able to have three children turn out as great I know ou're going to take the things I did correct and fix the things I did wrong in raising Anthony
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